What is the purpose? I just don’t know anymore. A lot has change since the past five years, especially my commitment in life, what is the meaning of life? I can tell you, the purpose of my life is clearing my installment before the dateline every month, house loan, car loan and blah, blah, blah. Am I stress? I don’t know? Mid-life crisis? I’m still in the early 3.0, and then what’s the problem with me? I couldn’t sleep hat particular well lately, waking up a few times in the middle of the night, early morning, is it me that woke up or I’m just imaging stuff.
I admit that I spend more time at the office, then spending my time with Louise lately. Is it true when you see the sign that you are losing something valuable besides you, that means that you are climbing up the corporate ladder? Maybe I should bring along my sleeping bag to the office; in fact the sofa at the office is actually my bed lately. I felt much more comfortable sleeping at my office, far away from the noise pollution. Lately I can even all asleep at my desk, fatigue is killing me. Luckily I will have two weeks break before the next big one, double up the size, the quantity, the value and this means double up my working hours, double up my time spend at the office and two months consecutive non-stop again?
I admit that I spend more time at the office, then spending my time with Louise lately. Is it true when you see the sign that you are losing something valuable besides you, that means that you are climbing up the corporate ladder? Maybe I should bring along my sleeping bag to the office; in fact the sofa at the office is actually my bed lately. I felt much more comfortable sleeping at my office, far away from the noise pollution. Lately I can even all asleep at my desk, fatigue is killing me. Luckily I will have two weeks break before the next big one, double up the size, the quantity, the value and this means double up my working hours, double up my time spend at the office and two months consecutive non-stop again?
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