After four weeks of non stop working, my body is telling me to stop, cannot take it anymore, cannot resist the tiredness, in fact I was so tired that I fall asleep in the office everyday. 1 more to go, that’s what everyone was telling us, after 5 huge 40 footers contenna, this would be the last one at least for this month.
Nick was telling me, its better for me to “restructure” my posture as I’m having pain at the back lately. Again same old excuse “Bro, I’m so busy lately, even I have time I should be seeing Louise” but I’m still feeling the pain on my back, is it something wrong? Too tired? Or am I getting old each day? Or my bodies are no longer able to withstand heavy load items.
Everyday in the office, from 7 a.m. to 10 p.m., this is what I’ve been dealing with for the period of 1 month, does it worth it? Then came this stupid “restructuring” program from the management. It seems with the new grading system I’ve been demoted. What??????????? Demoted, what the fxxk, I was asking myself? What the fxxk, I was swearing for a good 30 minutes, what the hell did I done? Straight I stormed into my “M” office, what the fxxk is this?
Although I did received increment for my hard work, but I’ve been demoted, of course I’m furious and sad, but what can I do, it’s not the positions or the so call title that I’m concerned about, it’s the big fxxking benefits that comes together with the title, from all of sudden everything has been taking back, or being cut short.
Blah, blah, blah they explain to me, my “M” and my big “B” explained the same thing, they promise me this and they promise me that, I just told them directly, how would you felt when all of a sudden, no wrong doings, no unprofessional errors, you found yourself in some stupid situations, does it fair for me???????
Nick was telling me, its better for me to “restructure” my posture as I’m having pain at the back lately. Again same old excuse “Bro, I’m so busy lately, even I have time I should be seeing Louise” but I’m still feeling the pain on my back, is it something wrong? Too tired? Or am I getting old each day? Or my bodies are no longer able to withstand heavy load items.
Everyday in the office, from 7 a.m. to 10 p.m., this is what I’ve been dealing with for the period of 1 month, does it worth it? Then came this stupid “restructuring” program from the management. It seems with the new grading system I’ve been demoted. What??????????? Demoted, what the fxxk, I was asking myself? What the fxxk, I was swearing for a good 30 minutes, what the hell did I done? Straight I stormed into my “M” office, what the fxxk is this?
Although I did received increment for my hard work, but I’ve been demoted, of course I’m furious and sad, but what can I do, it’s not the positions or the so call title that I’m concerned about, it’s the big fxxking benefits that comes together with the title, from all of sudden everything has been taking back, or being cut short.
Blah, blah, blah they explain to me, my “M” and my big “B” explained the same thing, they promise me this and they promise me that, I just told them directly, how would you felt when all of a sudden, no wrong doings, no unprofessional errors, you found yourself in some stupid situations, does it fair for me???????
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