Finally............

Yes, finally I have master the art of sleeping while working, seems funny right. I just cannot stop it from happening, I’m tired, I’m bored, I’m sick with my daily routine. Everyone seems to be telling what they want, how fast they want it, non stop mumbling, left and right, and can’t they just stop for a while. Do I even manage to execute such a task? Am I capable of doing everything together?
Let me tell you what I want, stop bothering me, I will try my best in doing it, Don’t tell me when you want it, let me tell you when I can give it to you. Don’t tell me how you felt, let me tell you how I fell. In other words, don’t talk to me at all, and I won’t even bother talking to you. This is the real pressure I am facing everyday. F@#%ker, I’m nobody but somebody there, yet they are treating me without respect, maybe RESPECT I should be showing them, stop wasting my time.

Holiday's needed

It’s back to normal for me, Louise is asking for us to go somewhere for a short holiday. Should us? It’s being like eight months since we have any breaks or holidays. Louise prefer somewhere local, somewhere near the beach or an island, I prefer somewhere far away from the beach, far away from the sun, far away from getting a tan. Should I go for a weekend getaway? A short break, 3 days 2 nights kind of things?
I just do not know if I have that kind of time, as year end is coming soon and X’mas is like 2 months away, as usually it would be a hectic schedule for us. Maybe I should ask first, who knows right, maybe they approve my leave right.
It’s so difficult to keep everyone happy these days, what about I? Who is making me happy???

Sautant Paradis

I was wondering why kids love to jump, jump and jump on the sofa? Is it a universal understanding between kids from the age of 2 to 10 that they can jump on the sofa? Warning has been verbally issue, yet still these kids are jumping on the sofa? What should I do next? A spank? A slap? What should I do next, I’m getting frustrated by this stupid behavior by this young kids, can’t they sit still don’t fucking move at all, do something else other than jumping on the sofa, maybe they should jump from their balcony, why not yeah? Am I too evil by saying such? Just imagine you have someone in front of you right at this moment, jumping non stop despite someone is yelling at their back, but they are ignoring it and keep on jumping like there is no tomorrow. What should I do next? It’s very annoying. It’s not funny ok…………..

170909 - What A Nice Day

What a nice day, can’t really do much today, kind a lazy this few months, being working non stop 6 days a week, 13 hours a day. Is this my life? Reality check!!!! This is really me life, its all about the money, money, money and money. Where the hell is this??? Somewhere nearby? On the west coast

Je suis malheureux (I’m unhappy) 04052009

What is happening?
I’m very confused lately, it seems that problems are pouring in non stop, first my parents, now is L. Life is always uncertain, it’s either you are on the side up or it is either you are on the way down.
Why unpleasant things always happen to the one you loved most, what is what anymore; I just could not answer this simple question. Who am I, who are we actually, why can’t we control faith, why can’t god answer to us directly? Who we are or who are we? It is just a simple question, but in the end complicated answer. I just do not know anymore? I just have to cross my fingers and see what will happens in the next few days, good answer? Or bad answer? Nobody can answer me right now; all I know is that our life has only just begun and why it has to be in such situation, I’m sad.

Sonic Youth To Release New Material On Matador in 2009

After rampant speculation, Matador Records can confirm the label will be releasing a new studio album from Sonic Youth sometime in 2009. Having fulfilled their contractual obligations to the Universal Music Group, Sonic Youth recently reached an agreement with Matador to release the band’s 16th album of new material in all worldwide territories, save for Japan.
While Sonic Youth’s status as one of the more innovative and influential bands of the past 30 years needs little explanation, the group’s most recent recordings for Geffen — 2006’s ‘Rather Ripped’ being their final for the label — rank amongst the current decade’s best.
For Matador, the opportunity to work in partnership with a group who’ve made such an profound impact on our roster/hometown/collective consciousness was one to jump at. Kim Gordon, Thurston Moore, Lee Ranaldo and Steve Shelley will commence recording the new Sonic Youth LP/CD this autumn and we look forward to sharing further details in the very near future.
Please check out sonicyouth.com for details about their many recent and upcoming pursuits, including the travelling museum exhibition “Sonic Youth Etc.: Sensational Fix”, which focusses on the multidisciplinary activities of the band since 1981, and the recently self-released CD “Andre Side Af Sonic Youth”.

Save The Date : Sonic Youth - ‘The Eternal’, ‘Buy Early Get Now’ Preorders Begin March 2
(all SY photos in this post by Chris Habib)

As announced previously, the new Sonic Youth double LP/CD/digital album, ‘The Eternal’ is coming out on June 9. However, the album will be available to those taking part in Matador’s Buy Early Get Now campaign on April 28.

Along with your preorder of ‘The Eternal’ on LP or CD, you’ll get an instant stream of the album when BEGN launches on April 28, and later (either picking it up at your fave local record store or through the auspices of the U.S. Postal Service) a bonus limited edition live LP* culled from Sonic Youth’s July 4, 2008 show in Battery Park at the River To River Festival, which will contain an exclusive poster. Additional MP3’s will be delivered via the BEGN site before or after the album’s physical release date (June 9).

The album can be preordered from a trusted local retailer starting March 24 or directly from Matador on April 28.



Sonic Youth’s 16th album, ‘The Eternal’, will be released on vinyl, compact disc, and digital album by Matador Records on June 9. Produced by John Agnello and the band, ‘The Eternal’ not only marks Sonic Youth’s return to the independent label sphere (titles on their own SYR label excepted) after a long association with Geffen, but more importantly, ranks as one of their more inspired efforts in a 28 year career.
Recorded through November and December of last year at the band’s Echo Canyon West studio in Hoboken, NJ, ‘The Eternal’ features many firsts for a Sonic Youth album, including a number of shared vocals between Kim, Thurston, and Lee, and the studio debut of former Pavement/Dustdevils bassist Mark Ibold, a member of Sonic Youth’s touring band for the past few years. They will be touring throughout the summer in support of the new album.
Of ‘The Eternal’, Matador’s Gerard Cosloy says, “We’ve not had a record in our recent history that’s been the subject of nearly as much speculation and anticipation. Suffice to say we’re pretty amazed at the way the band delivered something this neoteric while still sounding like, well, themselves. Less of a reinvention and perhaps more to do with a particularly awesome dozen songs.”
Matador will shortly announce a Buy Early Get Now opportunity for the album with some very interesting bonus material.

Tracklisting:
1. Sacred Trickster
2. Anti-Orgasm
3. Leaky Lifeboat(for Gregory Corso)
4. Antenna
5. What We Know
6. Calming The Snake
7. Poison Arrow
8. Malibu Gas Station
9. Thunderclap For Bobby Pyn
10. No Way
11. Walkin Blue
12. Massage The History

quel est l'avenir? (What is the future) - 22-04-2009

After few months of absence I’m finally back, not that thing are going great for me this few weeks, in fact things are getting worse for me. This conversation happens on Monday.



Person A: Currently we are facing some difficulties.

Person B: What difficulties is that?

Person A: There might be possibility that deductions of leave are requiring from staff.

Person B: What type of leave, annual leave, unpaid leave, or compulsory leave?

Person A: Those who still have leave, are require to take so, those who don’t have will fall under unpaid leave.

Person B: Does this involve the whole organization or just certain department?

Person A: Only certain departments are involved, your departments are involved in this planning

Person B: Well definitely this is really unfair for those who are involved.


This is really a joke; any how life still needs to be carried on, no matter how bad the economy is affecting us, are employers taking opportunity to carry out some nasty implementation in order to safe a few more bucks for themselves or for the benefit of the company? You tell me, all I felt is that during bad times, majority of the people will say its really bad, but does the economy really affected everyone’s life, I mean everyone. But during good times, all they said is, economy turmoil is coming, we must prepare ourselves, but in what way we are preparing ourselves?